Monday, July 23, 2007

I am all caught up... :P

Loneliness is a bitch.

Don’t get me wrong, I am fine with being single. I have more time for myself and I could see clearly the things that really mattered.

But loneliness is a bitch. It is that feeling of emptiness whenever I lie down on my bed, looking at my cell and finding out that noone called me at all on that day and discovering that I don’t even have the chance to be like the touchy feely teenager walking in front of me.

And I am 28.

I am stuck in between, if you may say so. I want to be on my own, having my own space but I also want to have someone I could turn to in times where I would be looking for support, or just someone to baby me once in a while.

That’s why I freaked when a relationship didn’t materialize and when all of the sudden, the man I am seeing would be talking about meeting my parents, weddings and what nots.

Both being single and committed sent me running. Now if only I could split myself to two then perhaps I could at least have the best of both worlds!

I want companionship. But I also want my independence. Is that so hard to get?

Say it, I am confused.


  1. 'emptiness', 'loneliness sux', hmmm who doesn't? (ni utk yg single shj) *huggies*

  2. perhaps long distance love affair will work for you? who knows...

  3. You look different in that photo babe. Sweeter.

    *take a deep breath*

    I feel for you. I know how you feel at times. Jgn sedih sedih ok? Come to KL and i'll bring you out to see my buddies.

    The time will come my friend.

  4. lilith,

    only single women. single guys takde bende. to them lonely is non existent.. how i wish i have a dick sometimes.


    hehe.. dunno la.. wa givapppp.


    i want to go and club when we go up can??? nak testing my pick up skills still have or not.. hahaha

  5. unfortunately
    we can't have it all
    win some lose some

    life demands patience and sacrifice

  6. loneliness is not a bitch. I AM. a lonely bitch. hahahahah.