I have learnt first hand that alcohol and nicotine poison your frame of mind.
Sure, it gave you an awesome feeling at first. That feeling of losing control over everything. Temporary subliminal rush.
After that, came the hangovers, the puking and the stomach discomfort, plus, the smelly hair, fingers, breath and every other part that you call your body.
Plus all the money wasted just so you can have a bit of that temporary bliss.
And then there were men.
Men lulled women into a false sense of security. I guess that's what falling in love is all about.
At least to me.
Hence the term... FALLING in love.
But men are just one of the things you can't live without, but can't bear to live with. (Cliched but true.)
Oh well... I am sleepy... very sleepy... had 3 hours of sleep yesterday. I am seeing stars... oh wait... those are spots....