I don't talk to you often. As a matter of fact, I think part of the reason why I didn't was because I kind of figured that you wouldn't listen anyway.
First of all, I am thankful for all your support in my career.
That said I am not bashing in here because I am an ungrateful brat.
Then again, one of the reason why I asked for what I did, was because I want to forget about wanting to have a personal life. I was hoping I wouldn't be feeling any need for me to have anyone in my life.
I was wrong. And it was my mistake doing what I did.
Am I really a worthless slut? Is that what I am right now?
It's fine if I am, I just hope you can get me out of this funk right now. Build thicker walls around me so that I can be as dense as any man can be.
Please just get me out of this funk.