I can say that I am a bit of a morbid person.
A bit unsettling and dark...
I have always thought what if I die when I go on a long distance trip. What would happen to my belongings, and if it's going to be better for the people who knows/knew me.
I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing thinking about death and its' aftermath. All I know is that I always thought that I haven't live life enough. I want to keep on living life the way I am supposed to be. Obstacles however, make it easy for me to give up, 96% of the time.
I seriously do not know what I want to do in life. I don't know what I can do career-wise though I think it's high time for me to move on and do something else. I am not sure if I want to be in another relationship although my resolution did list 'finding a boyfriend' as one of the objective for 2013.
I am not sure about anything now. Even life itself is as fragile as egg shells.
My life is in the hands of the universe. I am an insignificant speck. Do as you will with me.