I have a lot of lost friendships.
It's hard to offend me, but I do get offended.
It's not my habit to bring up the past.
If I want to let go of a friendship, let's just say, I will do nothing about it.
All these while, I noticed that I would be the only one who is trying to keep the friendship, and not everyone else. Overtime, it eats you, like a virus.
The disappointment of being taken for granted can consume you to a certain degree I guess. I might be ok on my own, but seriously, I do feel alone and worst... taken for granted.
I am not concerned to care about anything else anymore. Since I am already on my own anyway.. I will be fine.
I hope this is only a phase.