In a strange twist of fate, after many nights toiling over restless sleep on what I want to do and whether I should resign from my current position or not, I was suddenly given the opportunity to go ahead with what I want to do.
I have been given a break to do what I have always been thinking of doing. The transition was made easier.
If you have ever been in a BPO, you will know that process shutdowns are a given. They happen.
I have been with this organization for 5 years and it paid off. There are mixed reactions within my team. Some of them are like me and some of them are concerned.
I was asked how do I feel about this... change. I actually feel, after thinking about it for a couple of hours... relieved.
As if a HUGE boulder was lifted off from my shoulders.
In less than 6 months, I will officially leave the company I have been with for 5 years.
And I am happy, that this happened. It is like a nudge, the universe just poked me, saying :
"Go.. woman. Go and start on that thing you have always wanted to do. GO."
The universe works in strange ways.