People seemed to have their own perception as to why I am single.
1) High Standards.
2) The need for me to correct everyone and everything
3) High Standards
4) Inability to commit
5) High Standards
Do I have high standards?
At 33, I don't know if I do have standards at all!
The only person I can see myself with, if I can ever have anyone like him come my way again would be The Scotsman.
I need someone I can actually talk to, who enjoys life, who is willing to share his life and who would listen and take me seriously as a person.
Unfortunately, The Scotsman and me is a no go. I guess, we are just born in different eras, wrong timing.
I am insignificant to him, and although I might even be in love with him, I am contented just knowing I am still able to love.
And no, The Scotsman didn't think I have the need to correct everyone and everything. He appreciated me for everything that I am, as am I with him.
So, I cried like a pathetic fuck yesterday, and today and probably will cry in the next few months, just thinking about this, and him.
But I am happy to at least have had the pleasure to be with him, in this short life span.