The thing about being rejected for more times than I would like to admit is that, it doesn't make you feel twice about rejecting.
So, I rejected another umm... thing that could maybe develop into something meaningful.
That could also turn into a nightmare 3 months down the line.
Either or, no options there really.
At the end of the day, I would rather be with someone who already made it clear what 'We' are all about.
I think I now know what I need. I need someone who is able to be real with me, to be straight up with me from the start. No games.
No fucking games.
I made the mistake of considering things that I would never do this year.
One of them was to think that a long distance relationship 'could' work.
I have been there, have done that... and NO. It's not something I want to do.
Either I will flake, or he will.
And I am almost going to be 33!!! 33 and I am still thinking like a fucking teenager.
*Hits head on wall*
I am just hoping 2012 is going to be a better year.
That is if it's not the end of the world... yet.