Erk

I have yet to settle down in my new job. To be honest, I understand, kind of, how the corporate culture like in this company that I am now attached with.

But I also have my concerns. A few things tick me off. Incompetence somehow, frustrates me.

I have yet to get my own laptop (Yes) and I am extremely, upset over that. I feel as if I am not, well, welcomed. I guess that was one of the reason why as a Manager, I always make sure that my new hires are given every single support they need from me. and that's also part of the reason why I am known as someone who is, defensive of my people. Now the table has been turned on me, and I am wondering what is it that I have done wrong to deserve this.

Ha ha, kind of trivial I know, but when it involves your livelihood, it is normal for anyone to feel the way I feel.

The traffic is still killing me softly, although I have found another less frustrating no less slower than the other route. I guess I will just have to get used to this. Make myself used to this.

I am still trying to find out if I am actually happy in this new position. I have yet to feel that... properly. I don't know when.

But I think it should take more than 2 weeks on the job to give me a clear answer.

Be blessed, Namaste.

Ayu